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(when tomorrow comes)

[26 Mar 2007|12:21pm]
Happy birthday to me...Happy birthday to me...

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Screened from everyone else except Brooklyn and Queen [29 Jan 2007|06:13pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

Have you ever had this feeling? That you think you know everything there is and actually you know close to nothing?

I guess I didn't understand my husband as well as I thought. I didn't think, or rather, I didn't bother with his past, his family, almost everything else. All my life I've been dealing with shallow and superficial people. I never realise that there were still so many layers to this blading genius, this enigma. I couldn't see these layers.

He's told me a bit about his history, but what guarantee do I have that he'll do it again and show me how he really is like? He doesn't trust me 100%, and I accept that. He has his slip-ups and encounters that made him more wary about people. But of course, I'm not going to accept if he doesn't give me 100% of his trust for the whole of our time together.

I'm going to change all that and more. I'm going to make him trust in me more. I'm going to become his pillar of support and be there for him no matter what.

Just you wait.

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[01 Jan 2007|08:24am]
[ mood | amused ]

Your Birthdate: March 26

You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.
Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!
Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.

2? 4!? I'm happy with Brooklyn, thanks.

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Screened from everyone else except Brooklyn [30 Dec 2006|09:44pm]
[ mood | naughty ]

I'm gonna fuck you... softly
I'm gonna screw you... gently
I'm gonna hump you... sweetly
I'm gonna ball you... discreetly

(when tomorrow comes)

[08 Dec 2006|07:22am]
[ mood | happy ]

I love you, Brooklyn.

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[04 Dec 2006|05:55am]
[ mood | amused ]

You scored 100 imagination, 70 confidence, 62 dominance, and 50 generosity!
You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, DOMINANT lover who prefers to give. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you want something fun and new all the time. You aren't afraid to try out anything you hear about. You might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged, or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires, but either way, you're never boring. You are pretty confident in bed. This means that you know you can please your lover. Maybe you've read a lot of sex manuals, or have the experience from previous lovers, or just tend to be skilled at whatever you get your hands on, but you're good and you know it. You can really get results and know that you have pure talent, so you won't be hiding away shy, pretending to be all innocent. Your partners love your naughty self assurance, you don't hesitate and this makes you a sensational lover. You tend to be dominant in bed, so you prefer to be the one giving the orders than taking them. Maybe you like the power, or just like controlling the pace, perhaps your partner likes to be dominanted, or maybe you get a kick out of the whole master/slave relationship, it could be something as small as liking to be on top during sex and tie up your lover to tease them, or it could be as kinky as them having to ask your permission to do anything at all. Either way, you are firm and you enjoy it! You prefer to give than recieve. This makes you a very unselfish lover, devoted to the needs of your partner rather than your own. You get your pleasure from seeing them get theirs, you are a model sex partner. I'm sure plenty of people would love to have someone like you in bed with them! Remember though that if your partner gets pleasure from returning the favour it's okay to let them, they might love giving as much as you do! WE SUGGEST YOU: get into some slightly more hardcore fantasy territory. Go for bondage in a not so light and fluffy way and discover just what you really like. Want to play master/slave games? Want to be tied up or tie someone up, in just enough discomfort that they don't quite relax? Want to try a threesome? Maybe you'd even like to try out sado-masochism. It's your call. Whatever you do, unleash that kinky thing you've always really wanted to try and give it a go, you're a great lover, and you know it, up for anything, generous, imaginative, confident, and happy to go for what you want, so enjoy.

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Link: The What's your sexual style? Test written by lu-mina on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Kinky is always fun.

(when tomorrow comes)

[02 Dec 2006|07:05am]
From Rei.

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[30 Nov 2006|09:45am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I still can't believe this. An arranged marriage, at a time like this. And to one of BEGA's strongest, whom I practically know zilch of, no less. What had I ever done to warrant this? Is that woman trying to take revenge just because I failed in helping her attain those bitbeasts so many years ago?

No matter what I do, my past just keeps coming back to haunt me. But seriously, an arranged marriage!? All because of a deal between the woman and that BEGA head. I don't care if she goes and dig parts for herself in a place like BEGA, but why must she involve ME in this? An arranged marriage to seal a deal? Fuck with it.

And my spouse is Brooklyn Kingston. Quiet, enigmatic, powerful Brooklyn Kingston. He probably views me like dirt for what I've done before, and there's no way I can tell what he's thinking! There's just no way a relationship as forced as this would ever work out.

Edit: Still peeved by K for using my future as a deal chip, but Brooklyn doesn't seem so bad anymore. Maybe if I take a little initiative and not do something stupid, this whole thing may work out.

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[29 Nov 2006|02:07am]
Entries deleted. :) Might drop some characters but I'm keeping Kingy. And probably either Mariah or Ming Ming. >_<"

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